It's 2:45am and I'm at work. I had a busy night. When I woke up before coming to work I felt irritable, shaky, and nauseous. My blood sugar was 106. I should've eaten before I came to work, because once I got here I was running from the beginning, I ended up not eating until around midnight.
I hope this initial shock to my system doesn't last very long. I feel like I'm trippin. I'm grouchy, and tired, and anxious about what I'm going to eat and if I'm going to be hungry. It's such a head trip. It's tiring to constantly be in your head, exerting will power.
I don't want to fail...I don't want to fail...I don't want to fail !
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